1. |
road rash
03:41
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tie me on a rope
drag me down the street with no clothes on
never let me cope
smoke all my confessions while i drag on the ground
sacrificial statements
i'm covered in road rash
just to try and lift off the pavement
and scrape up my bare hands
wish you would let me go
i'd lay on the ground forever
bleed out
dragged into the darker hall
wish you would let me go
i'd lay on the ground forever
bleed out
where she holds all my confidence
swear i'd rather swim
fill my throat and lungs with salt water
than scrape up my knees
breathing would still be much harder
i'd rather feel invaded
than fade into nothing
no oxygen
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2. |
feelingrow
04:48
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heart
aching but what do i know?
feel like i'm breaking the flow
aching but it's hard to show
feelingrow
someone
ate my sense of self
packed and closed i couldn't tell
how much water in my well
feelingrow
took some help, yeah i took some help,
but can i put it back?
lungs
how much air will let me live?
chest feels like it's made of // tin
lyin down and breathing in
feelingrow
ribcage
isn't big enough to hold (to hold)
all of this feeling i let grow (let grow)
when am i allowed to go? (to go)
feelingrow
never allowed to feel nothin (nothin!)
i'm the boss in my head and i've let far too much go
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3. |
pacer in the ground
03:15
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time of my precious life wasted
my eyes burn, i'm so bound to this bed
i'll take a walk at two o clock
pace my brains till they cannot talk
forget the fear in the fresh air
where it felt too close to a soul that cared
pacer in the ground (x2)
i'm stuck in a tired curve
pulse check mine, i'm so young i won't die
deep breath in
focus on my body all night
i can't sit still, i need to chill
refuse the cues and put on my shoes
a ghost of me in her debris
lays in layers of clothes that she wore
with me
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4. |
grapette
03:09
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grapette you'll forget all your fizz one day
and then you will
evaporate
stain my teeth picture easygoing friends
cause you're bigger than
no apologies
or regrets
well burn her down
she'll hit the rocks before you
check her out
in her tiny sphere of herself
and her love
ooh
sunset that you'll only ever get from your front porch
and it's a sign
that you were waiting for
a future day when you know you truly do feel fortunate
to be alive
to have survived
you and the biggest crowd
so many tears for no one
a stronger force than any fear you've
harbored since your youth
aaah
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5. |
coda(pendant)
05:23
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i slave away all day
patience is thinning
trapped here to stay
i slave away for my pay
calling out to you in your ocean
you're far from the bay
my toes in the sand
i need your hand, but you're distant getting smaller
open my eyes, to my surprise
i feel your pain
it sinks in my head
glad i'm not dead
but i'd rather be anyway
do you love anything?
why don't we pretend it's okay
and i don't feel used in any way
no guilt in my sight, no ship is turned over
when you have my say
and i called out to poseidon to see your display
i screamed away
ohh but he never came
(oh no)
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6. |
loyal hearts
03:59
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no appetite
my brain was flushed three months ago
i haven't made sense since then
i am at my wit's end
i am brain dead
there's a rope around my chest tightening
and then i made the call
a reinvention makes the soul confused
but you've been the only one who understands
when i am in the mood
to disappear
feel so loud
but i was never quieter
i preach my honesty
but i hide behind my character
and i might get whiplash
stay close at hand then i detach
when my brain makes an excuse
"i don't believe that"
there's a rope around my chest tightening
loyal hearts
never say much
(they never say much)
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7. |
naive
02:43
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ghosts of my past
seem to stick around
they see my mask
and dance around my town
frail and withered
cold and tethered to you every night
soft and sleepy
when i'm weepy
and it turns out alright!
now just a dream
not a reality
growl and tear limbs from
the real me
calm before my
storm is raging through you
to your shore
oh i've got something
you could never
fathom or
adore
-
maybe, it'd be for the best
save me, lay me here to rest
while you go
wrestle your own head
contemplate your death and lose a friend.
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8. |
haunted by a shrink
02:26
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gotta spend some time
isolate myself and my mind
become a different kind
work out all the kinks
every time i blink instead of noise
i will only think
i'm haunted by a shrink
she lingers every time
her name is said aloud but i'm fine
or i will be with time
a ride is all i need
guilty as a criminal i'll plead
oh then end another scene
i'm haunted by a shrink
i have never met, but time will bring her here
i'm haunted by a shrink
haunted (she lingers every)
oh i will be with time
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9. |
butterfly grave
05:44
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haven't slept at all
nobody to call
almost like we all
mean absolutely nothing
and everyone's alone
we waste away at home
fighting off the cold
with hopes of feeling nothing
now i've seen you dead on the road
little thing not a soul would've known
i'll dig you a grave while i'm half asleep
everything i am
consists of what i want
but everything i plan
always amounts to nothing
how have you gone this far
not knowing who you are?
without a care for who you love
we see absolutely nothing
so many things make me want nothing
(nothing, nothing, nothing)
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greyspells Houston, Texas
-i'm fin uwu
-i like to mess around in ableton
-houston based
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